| Only one week left! |
[Jun. 13th, 2006|11:01 am] |
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it's hard to believe that i'll be in Marburg for 5 weeks so soon! next tuesday i'll be off here! i dunno, i kinda feel happy and i'm looking forward to it, but it's kinda scary as well XD
God, i need to find someone who wants to do some sports with me there...i won't go jogging all by myself, so i'll need someone who kicks my ass and says "come on, lets go jogging!" XD
Aaaaaaaaaaand i need to find something where i can swim! i'll go by bike alot as well. Otherwise i'll die in Poland. :P Honestly...5 weeks without any volleyball and then 2 weeks trainngs camp with jogging every morning and at least 2 trainings sessions a day?! i'll need a good stamina, so i *have* to do some sports in Marburg XD
I hope to be able to come online there...need to find an internet cafe! Or maybe...maybe they already ordered the flatrate in the house where i'll stay!
marburg promises to be cool (though still scary XD)! on the deck(Hausterasse meine ich :P) of the house they have a beamer where they watch all the football matches and invite lots of people to join them :) so at least i won't be all alone :) I wanna get to know that Brazilian who's there as well when i'm there :) maybe there are even two Brazilians ^^ and one of them is a physiotherapist, so maybe she can show me some tricks for a nice massage XD My team would be happy as i always give them massages (although one of my team actually *is* a physiotherapist i'm still the one who massages the others...and they say i'm really good at it ^.^)
The weekend will be hard for me...XD saturday at 9 am we'll have to go to the church with everyone of my year because it's the official lay-off from school -.- i don't want to go there, but so what XD everyone will be there (probably >.>). After that we'll head back to school and we'll get our certificates from our headmistress (who i really hate *no further comment*). After that i'm no longer a student of that school! YAY! on Sunday evening there will be the prom! and my dress isn't finished yet! :O i'll have to visit the dressmaker tomorrow again. Hard to imagine, me in a dress for a prom >.> but i think it looks kinda cool :)
That's not all what i'll do this weekend. We finally managed to make sure that our team will play representative for Essen on the Ruhrolympiade, a tournament where the citys where this river goes through can participate. The tournament includes sooo many sports, dancing, swimming, football, canoing, basketball, shooting, VOLLEYBALL and many more! and every city can send one team for each sports. And we managed to start for the Volleyball competition again :D It rocks! plus the Ruhrolmpiade will be in Mülheim, the city i live in XD and i'll play for Essen, the city next to this :P I wanna play against Mülheim! one of my year will play for Mülheim! I wanna play against her! :D
The disadvantage is that the tournament starts Saturday at 10 am...and i won't be able to get there before at least 11 am! so i'll miss the first match (if we have to play the first one, i hope we don't have to play at first!). And on Sunday the tournament will continue, so i maybe will have to leave earlier because of the prom which starts at 6 pm...and i'll need my hair done before the prom starts! XD
i need to pack my bag for Marburg now, some friends will take my bag with them because theY'll drive there today and i can'T take the bag with me when i'll go there because i'll have to take my bike as well and i'll go by train (almost 5 hours for one way x_x), so they'll take the bag with them for me and give them to my mum's friend who'll give it to me as soon as i arrive there ^^
The thing with the unis...well, i don't wanna think about that x_x seems like i can forget about doing biochemistry at a proper Uni...but there is the possibility of doing it at an university of applied science. But that would mean that i won't get the same good education as i would get at a proper university :( which means that the chance of finding a good and well paid job will be even harder :(
I don't know, i'll try to get accepted by the unis, and if that fails i can still go to that UAS...We'll see! |
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[Jun. 5th, 2006|12:04 am] |
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It's weird to know that i'll start work in Marburg in less than 3 weeks somehow. I look forward to it, that's no question. But i'm really worried about everything. even though everything has been arranged (almost everything, a few things are still left though), i start to feel that it will be more complicated than i thought until now. I met the people i'll be working with, i met the people i'll be sharing the house with, i visited the city. Everything seems to be perfect. The people are really nice, the city is beautiful, the laboratories are good as well. I don't know why i'm worried. Okay, i've never done things like that before, i never was away from home for 5 weeks (which is o problem at all). i think the main problem is that i don't really know someone there. I think/hope i'll soon make some friends there, that wasn't a problem at all until now.
Antonio Banderas & Johnny Depp FTW!!! *is watching 'irgendwann in Mexico'* |
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[May. 27th, 2006|10:44 pm] |
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Man, what to do...i'm so damn bored today. nothing to do.
Laura came back today. I expected it somehow, but the fact that she really came back today instead of tomorrow makes me sad again. Michael can't look after her properly and he proofs it every time again. She came back saying "i've had enough of Dad so i cam back home". i'm sorry for her. She wants him to look better after her and i want him to care more about her, too. He's a loser as a dad. But so what, i got used to it. He questions my sister about me, my Abitur and the prom and everything. It's annoying. He tells her he cares about me, but for instance for my birthday i got a card that arrived at the wrong day. He's an idiot.
Finally england has been canceled. I know it was the best to cancel it, though i'm still sorry that i can't meet some friends. The flights have been canceled and i could at least get some of the money back, more than i expected. I didn't think i would get anything back.
Poland...It seems that the trainings-camp in Poland will be a torture for me. I'm in Marburg for 5 weeks and won't be able to do much sports there. or i'll have to search for someone to go jogging with me. i won't go all by myself. The problem is that my stamina won't be any good after that. And the camp will be hard...at least 4 hours training every day, including jogging in the morning before breakfast -__-
I hate jogging like hell...but i think it will be cool though. It's a pity that Svenja and Alina won't come with us. So it will only be Sarah B., Sarah F., Julia F., Julia K., Kathrin, Ina, Agata, Rapha, Anna K. and me. Oh, and of course Janusz and Heinz, to look after us. I think i will die in that camp though XD
Irgendwie fühl ich mich gerade so...ich weiß auch nicht. mir is total langweilig, ich hab irgendwie bock auf alles und gar nichts. Komisch komisch irgendwie. Irgendwie hab ich das gefühl, als wenn einiges ziemlich scheiße laufen wird. ich weiß nicht, ich krieg langsam richtig schiss vor Donnerstag. Ich denke, das wird ziemlich hart. Ich hoffe, es gibt nicht zu viele Tränen.
Ich mach mir totale Gedanken wegen Marburg. Ich glaube zwar, dass das ziemlich geil werden kann, aber andererseits kann's auch der totale reinfall werden. Ist Biochemie wirklich das richtige für mich? Oder sollte ich das lieber alles noch mal überdenken...Ich weiß es nicht, aber irgendwie macht mich das ganze gerade total kirre. Ich weiß nicht, was ich machen sollte, irgendwie ist das alles komisch. Ich werd noch völlig meschugge hier :( |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2006|07:58 pm] |
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Okay, es wäre ja mal lustig, wenn ein Tag mal ganz ohne Probleme ablaufen würde. Der Tag war eigentlich total toll. Die Motto Tage waren absolut super, Chemie war toll, Geschichte langweilig wie eh und je und Geschichte war auch nichts Neues. Englisch war auch nichts besonderes. Wie dem auch sei, im Endeffekt war der Tag soweitt ganz gut und angenehm. Ich hab's leider nicht geschafft, den Termin am Mittwoch mit'm LK zu verschieben. und um 8 in Düsseldorf ist ne scheiß Zeit :'( Wäre ja auch zu schön gewesen, wenn das alles geklappt hätte und wir das auf Dienstag hätten verschieben können. Aber nein, 2 Leute gegen den Rest des Kurses kann nichts werden :(
Na ja, ich würd's überleben, und es wäre nur halb so schlimm, wenn da nicht auch noch meine Mannschaft wäre. Ich hab heute rausgekriegt, dass mein Trainer uns alle überraschen möchte - und zwar mit Eishockeytraining! Ich hab gedacht ich spinne! Da organisiert der tatsächlich einfach mal eben so ein Eishockeytraining, mit kompletter Ausrüstung, Einweisungen und allem drum und dran! Und was mach ihc? Ich geh mit dem Englisch LK einen trinken, wobei ich auf die hälfte des Kurses eigentlich sehr sehr gut verzichten könnte...ich würd total gerne am Mittowhc mit'm LK weggehen, und wenn's nur für die fünf oder sechs leute sind, die ich gerne hab. andererseits gibt's keine geilere mannschaft als meine...und diese Chance ist absolut einmalig! Ich würd super gerne da mithingehen, aber ich kann mich nicht aufteilen! LK oder Mannschaft? Mannschaft oder LK? Maaa ich weiß es nicht! :'( Mit ner eishockey-damenmannschaft zu trainieren, die in die 1. Bundesliga aufgestiegen ist, ist echt absolut einmalig! Aber die Englisch LK leute sehe ich so schnell alle nicht wieder...Das ist doch total beschissen, warum kann man sich nicht 2-teilen? meinen klon würde ich dann zum LK schicken -.- ach man, das ist alles so scheiße kompliziert!
Und krank werd ich auch...ich hab totale Halschmerzen und hab keinen Bock auf gar nichts :(
ist jetzt auch egal, ich hab keinen Bock mehr, hier weiterzuschreiben.
Maaa...Mannschhaft oder Englisch LK?! |
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[Apr. 2nd, 2006|08:34 pm] |
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it's almost done! ^^ Sascha and me searched the whole afternoon for offers for Egypt. Then Dörni, the third one who'll come with us, said that he won't come with us if we'll head for Egypt ¬.¬ We were a bit pissed off with him. Later today he said that he's not sure if he still wants to come with us because he was afraid that 3 Persons is a bad number -.- so i called a friend of us and asked if she would accompany us as well - and she said YES!!! immediately! so now Dörni didn't have any other argument and we managed to convince him! And because dear Dörni doesn't want to go to Egypt we searched for other offers...and our new destination will be: GREECE, CRETE!!! i wanted to go there for a long time now! i can finally go there!! ^^ Dörni is a bit complicated, but hey, i'm so glad that we could convince him! So now we'll be heading for Crete for 7 days, 444€ all inclusive! That's perfect! Holiday with Sascha, Dörni and Cathy! YAY!! ^__^
I'm really relieved that the holiday thing is cleared :)
I'm watching Star Wars Episode II - Attack of the Clones now and talking to some people on ICQ.
i'm tired again...even though i slept as long as almost never before today! i slept til 13:30! x_x
Ah well, so what ^^
Our Motto-Days at school will start tomorrow >.> That means that we'll go to school tomorrow, wearing our pyjamas XD on Tuesday we'll have "Change of Genders", which means that the girls dress like boys and the other way round XD i saw Sascha wearing a black skirt and a white blouse! it was so funny! XP Wednesday will be the day of the chavs...i tried my outfit today and used make up in a horrible way XD and i have to say: yes, i definitely looked like a chav! XP Thursday will be Beach Party :) but i just saw the weather report => 4°C and rain/snow...and our Motto is BEACH party! that's not fair! :'(
ah well, we'll survive XD |
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[Apr. 1st, 2006|08:46 pm] |
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*sighs*
i'm so bored...my little cousin is watching TV...a really stupid animated series ¬.¬ and i can't concentrate on revision so i just took my uncle's notebook and came online >.>
Just saw trailers of Scary Movie 4 and Ice age 2! i think i'm go to the cinema again at least twice this month XD
no-one's online on MSN or ICQ...everyone's set to busy or offline :(
i'm surfing randomly through forums and homepages of some Universities to get some info about Biochemistry |
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[Apr. 1st, 2006|06:49 pm] |
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Finally managed to create a livejournal! w00t! Though i won't update it often i think ^^;
I just ate my mum's fantastic lasagna ^^ now i'm really full...
I had a fantastic evening yesterday with my best friends Sascha and Anna. We didn't sleep very much which isn't very surprisingly. Watched 3 films, started watching them at 22:30. I stayed over night, but still i'm really tired now.
My aunt is gonna pick me up in half an hour to baby-sit my little cousin Hannah, so i'll be home late again. But so what, Hannah is really cute and always wants to get cuddled by me ^^
Tomorrow i'll meet with Sascha again, we'll be planning our holiday in May.
I should really start revising for the final exams...there is so much to revise but i cba to start >.<
probably because i don't want school to finish in a way...on the one hand i'm really glad that school will be over so soon...but when i think about the fact that next friday will be my last day in the school where i stayed for 9 years...i dunno, i feel really sad :( I know that i won't see some of my friends for a long time... either because they go abroad or move into another city or because i'm away very much. i'll be away a week in May, soon after that i'll be in England from the 1st till the 8th of June, from the 20th of June till the 21st of July i'll do some work practical in my mum's friend's company 200 kilometers away from home...after that i'll have three days at home until i'll go to poland with my volleyball-team and having a training camp there for two weeks. so i'll be home sometime in August for 3 or 4 weeks, then go to the University (i hope that University accepts me >.<)
ah well, i have to leave soon for my aunt... |
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